bits of 2009

whoa, a whole year just passed...time moves so fast, we are not even aware of it...

so many things happened this year...overall, this year is not s

uch a good year 4 me, but i enjoyed it all d same...hmm, lets c wat happened this year...

1. Tesol High Tea

This event was organized by Tesl Upm Cohort 5. Due to the sudden change in d date, i have to make do with watever clothes i have bck at johor...The event was a success...the best thing is that i performed some sort of malay cultural dance on stage...lol...i enjoyed it very much...we had fun taking photographs, cheering and munching away all d fud dt was placed in front of us...we also took pictures with our seniors that will be(now, already) leaving to UPM that year...

2. Hosba Valley National Language Camp

This camp unites the teslians and tesolians from ten different IPGMs...it was fun...all the activities there...just the place was kinda inappropriate for the activities...I met many new people from so many different place...itz a nice experience for me mixing wif so many new characters...i also met my former frenz from my school..i didn't know that so many of dem are in tesl programme as well...

3. Kia Era Ehearera Night

The farewell of our seniors that was carried out by Tesol Cohort 2. I was in d decoration group...i and chia wen have lots of fun doing the backdrop...=)

4. Finals

I also sat for my finals for foundation this year...Language Description was super hard...dun't know wat m gonna score...huhu...praying for the best...Hopefully i score well in other subjects too...Social Studies, English Studies and Language Development...

ohhh, nooo!!!!!!

holidays is coming to an end so soon...as much as complain about being bored at home, m actuali worried to death about going bck to my college this time...m starting my degree programme inanother 5 days...i really don' t know how difficult itz gonna be...heard from seniors that degree will be quite difficult compared to foundation years...hmm, hopefully i can do it...n gone again, the comfortable feeling of staying at home, where mum usually serve us whatever we request for...instead, i have to make do with whatever food i get from Cendrawasih...n i cant cum home whenever i want like certain people...the feeling of homesick is unbearable....=(

congrats

congratulations to my beloved brother,shashi kumar for his excellent results in PMR examination...

love ya!

u just made all of us proud...

may god bless you now and alwiz

beauty...

hmm...i guess m not really a blog type of person..i mean, i rarely update my blog...so 2day i wana write about something that i've been thinking for the past hours...well, what is ur definition of beauty? When i look through a few of my schoolmates profile, i see them dressed in all sorts of fancy gowns, beautiful dresses and also wear make-up..This is what i see on the outside, but when i luk deeper into their photos, i realised that not only they changed the way they luk, but also change the way they behave...going clubbing, hanging out in the night clubs may seem normal to them, they might think hanging out in all this places make them more cool and they can get along with their frens in college...or, another reason i think y they do that, though they wont admit is to get the attention of guys..so desperate i guess...well, as for me i guess beauty is pretty much what is inside a person...how good they are inside, not outside...this kinda beauty will last long, not the wan u guys are trying to portray...i admit that nobody in this world is perfect...reali i noe that...but please think of your future until it is too late for u guys to change...m not saying that people who hang out in all this places are bad...m just saying that we are from a small town, so v can be easily tempted to do all sorts of thing..the thing is that we must have resistance to say NO to certain things...m not writing this down to hurt anyone's feelings...just feel like writing down wateva i feel...m so sorry if i hurt anyone...

thinking,

theva

SuRvEy!

Name: Thevatharishani Asogan
Date of Birth: 06 June 1990
Current Status: Taken
Hair Colour: Black
Righty or Lefty: Righty
Zodiac Sign: Gemini

Part 2: On the Inside
Your Heritage: Indian
Your Fear: Losing someone i love

Part 3: Yesterday, Today & Tomorrow
Your thoughts first waking up: Damn! Slept so long again!

Bedtime: 2-3 am
Your most missed memory: School life

Part 4: Your Pick
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
Single or Group Dates: Single
Lipton Tea or Nestea: Lipton Tea
Adidas or Nike: Adidas

Part 5: Do You...
Smoke: No!!
Drink : No!
Curse: sometimes...=P

Part 7: Have You Ever?
Played a stripping game: no way.
who you wanna be: m happy to be me...

Part 8: Age
You're hoping to be married: 27/28...i guess

Part 9: In A Guy/Girl
Best eye colour: Blue
Hair colour: Black
Short or long hair: Short! Short!

Part 10: What Were You Doing?
1 minute ago: Facebooking
1 hour ago: Chatting
1 month ago: In JB

Part 11: Finish The Sentences
I love: myself, god,my parents and him
I miss: my school life
I need: to buckle up n start paying more attention to my studies...

love

i never knew being in love is this nice...

the feeling u get when u see someone is just so great...

like a whole swarm of butterflies fluttering in your stomach...

the way the person take your breath away just by smiling...

or maybe just by looking straight into your eyes...

i never got bored with this...

i miss you baby...

miss u alot....

m i wasting my life?

quiet girl...

urghh!

i've alwiz been given d impression...

bt do they pause to think that i too have the feelings of all normal human beings have...

yea, i dun really talk much to guys...

is there smthn wrong with it?

y do ppl find it so weird?

i myself dun't noe...

m not an anti-social brat..

i think people that have chat with me noes that...

it's freaking annoying to hear such words from people that barely noe me...

don't you think that you ought to noe sum1 before making comments about them????????

annoyed,

me..

WAT EVA!!!!!!

sometimes d way ppl luk at u itz like ur not worthy of things...

wateva la...

i have better frenz at my side...

the thing that hurt me is that i try very hard not to hurt people's feelings...

bt people just crush my heart like nobody's business...

i hate that...

i hate it alot...

but i just cant bring myself to say the mean words which i noe will hurt them back...

i hate myself 4 dt...

frustrated,

theva...

LoVe Is BeAuTiFuL...

As I was placing my luggage on the counter, I felt a familiar feeling that I always have when he is near me. Yes, he is here…I turned and looked around. There he was, looking at me the way he always looked. I felt like running n hugging him tight. But, I must remember I was standing in a place surrounded by people. It has been so long. Too long..i had been waiting 4 this day… He urged me to go near him.

Hey, hw r u?

Never been better…hw was d journey?

I was thinking about u all the time….

That is so sweet..

I realized how much I missed him then. He was wearing white..d colour I like…v walked in silence..bt I noe v were thinking of each other.

After several hours in d bus…

Hey, happy birthday!

Thnx baby..

Herez d cake…n ur gift…hope u like it…

U x have to do this…

I noe, but I want to…

He came near..by taking my hand close to his heart, he said how am I gonna repay u?

Ur the sweetest thing that has happened to me…what do u want 4 ur bday?

Lots and lots of love…nothing elz matterz…

As he take my face in his hands, there I saw it…

So deep and raw it is clear that he loved me with all his heart..

And….

That is the only thing that matters….